Yesterday was the first day that i started to not talking to you
It began at 11/12/09
I decided not to talk to you anymore. You didn't make a choice, so i made it for you. I didn't give up on you. I just decide to do because i was hurt.
To hear all those things you did with him made my heart breaks. I felt like my heart was ripped into pieces and waiting for the last piece to be taken.
I love you. But you didn't love me like i do.
You said you love me. But you chose to be with the other man. He is not good for you. And i still don't understand why you pick him. You know what i'm talking about coz you seem like you pick the wrong man. He is not right for you I feel like you chose him because of his money.
I want you to be awake.
You ditched good people that came in your life. And chose to be with evil. You made the wrong decision.
I hope you understand of what i did. I don't know i made the right decision from doing this or not. But i felt very hurtful to not talking to you. Something has diappear in my life. I used to talk to you so many times per day. I woke you up every morning to go study. I talked to you during time you drive to university, even though i was very sleepy and tired. I always be there when you are having a problem. You always tell me everything to me. We like to sent messages to each other. But not anymore, to think all of that just make me feel very depressed. Sometimes i feel like i want to die. I feel like i have nothing. I believe that we are still misunderstanding. You just went wrong into the dark side. Today i went to watch new moon alone. You promised me that you will watch with me. But it seems like you cannot make any promises to me anymore. You promised me if i'm not talking to you anymore. You will come to me. But two days past and nothing is happening. Am i right? Am i wrong? Did i did rite? I always asking myself. Will you coming back. Will you feel what i feel. I did this to make you and me to awake. I don't know what is going to end of our story. But i do believe and pray that it will finish happily. I always feel you.

Dave